I ran into someone i havent seen in 6 fucking months (she didnt even break up with me in person, she used msn to that shit). I really didnt expect it but it brought me down. She sent me an email seeing how i was doing but im like what ever. I have a lot of mixed emotions right now and their driving me crazy (anger and sadness are the main ones). She put me through a bunch of bullshit i really didnt need for 3 months. I was doing ok without her (its not great right now)but all these feelings started coming up and it brought me down.
Its hard because I still have a lot feelings for her and I try not to let them get to me but they just do and it fuckin sucks.